Rising Heights

I want to feel hornier than I can ever dream.

I know that I feel things and it’s hard to let them out.

It’s been 3 years since anyone’s touched me.

I have someone I send nudes to and je had taken pride in showing them off…

Because he’s my Master and wants to be happy with me being his spot slut… for him, Sir Derek and Sir Rick.

My servitude hasn’t ended and he enjoys the bounds he has over me… even from another state.

He’s had me video chat and put my on display. I was not permitted know or see my virtues viewers because their reactions/responses were simply for my Master’s pleasures.

I’ve been secretly signed displayed more than I could ever imagine. Nipples hard and throbbing. Pussy pink and wet, so moist… for I do not know the true count of all I’ve made bust a nut in the privacy of their own homes.

Master gladly brags how how he is at their reactions and that’s I will send him more pictures today of his slut.


I’m wondering if I’ll ever be myself,

Not the vanilla society gal.

I am doing my best to stay afloat,

I try not to wish for too much.

Let things take their course,

Don’t rush to be with more assholes.

I’m tired of not being taken seriously,

Instead I watch others and get jealous.

I rushed before and got nowhere,

Almost four years of celibacy, though.

I miss being touched, tasted, and fucked,

Yet, where I live now, I can’t masturbate.

I’m sexually frustrated and annoyed,

Eventually, I’ll be someone’s submissive.


Here I am horny as hell,

I have no-one to make me cum.

Can’t masturbate, not like I want.

I am wet and throbbing inside,

Eager to please and be your slut.

Tie me up, put me on sexual display,

At the mercy of you and your guests.

They won’t stop until you say,

For your pleasure they will enjoy me,

Your pussy spread, showing my wetnes.

I will squirt, squirm and scream,

They will admire you for training me.

They will enjoy the pink nipples you own,

Their lips & hands will keep them engorged.

Multiple mouths will eat your pussy,

You spread me open & watch their feasting.

I will not be in control of any of it,

Because I am yours, your slut.

You will be pleased with my service,

You will give them pics for their enjoyment.

I will have no choice, but to comply,

They will be your secret fan club.

They shall know EVERYTHING about me,

No secrets shall be held sexually.

Women and men will enjoy me greatly,

For you have trained me to be pleasing.

She Waxed Me with Assistance

I stripped my bottoms off just for her, I thought,

I got on the table, spread my legs and showed her my crotch.

Her fingers tickled the stubble I had there from shaving,

Without warning, she spread my pussy and began staring.

I tried to close my legs from slight embarrassment,

She yelled something in her native tongue asking for assistance.

In walked another and they conversed quickly,

Then her hands firmly held my thighs open.

The first one spread the hot wax on my nether lips,

The second one smiled as she saw my pussy become wet.

The first one spread my skin taut,

The second one encouraged me to cum in her language.

I couldn’t stop the scream as the wax being pulled made me cum,

I didn’t try to stop it as she continued to pull the strips off.

They watched my pussy twitch and become really wet,

My intentions were only to go there to get waxed.

The first one kept smiling as she watched my thighs being held open,

The second one loving the show of my waxing application.

Each time the wax touched my skin,

A little more of my cum oozed out for them.

They told me to turn over now that my pussy was hairless,

They switched and the first held me while the second waxed my spread ass.

Her finger accidentally slipped to touch my moist clit,

I should’ve stopped them, but they were making me so fucking wet.

Finally when my session was over,

In perfect English they asked,

Which one of us made you cum better?

Like Being Good?

I like being, but in a different way.

It is what it is,

I’m wired differently than you.

Anyone, actually.

The late nights with the wildness,

It consumes me?

You, too?

I make you hot?

Like lava,

Like the one erupting from our crotches.

It’s forbidden?

Nah, never!

They like vanilla,

I love strawberries.

Mmmmm, yeeeeees give it to me.

I’ll crawl and beg,

For more because,

It’s fucking hot what you did,

Making me this way.

Nope, I’m not good

I’m fucking bad.

Here’s another eruption,

Shaky, turbulent, and now

The world is dark.

Pubis Flower

Smoothly clean from being waxed,

Inviting the sensation of your touch.

Your fingers part my dewy softness,

Your eyes feasting on its shiny pinkness.

I don’t move… I’m under your control,

Spreading me wide, mmm show.

I’m blindfolded not sure who’s there,

Only they see your smile as they stare.

You nod your head for them to come closer,

I moan as they fuck me with their fingers.

Faster they go as you hold me in place,

They lean in eager for a taste.

I am bound and under your control,

Showing them it is you to whom I cum for.

They feast on me as if it’s a drought,

I cum and it’s your name I shout!

I Wish…

Water cascading down and between my breasts.

slivers of bubbly soap ribboning down over my


down toward my throbbing pussy.

Nipples poking out,

almost scraping against the tile.

I touch myself and try not to moan

out loud.

I want to cum,

but it’ll echo and tell everyone

what I’m doing.

I won’t be able to enjoy myself

like I want.

It’s not their business.

I want to be loved, rubbed,

fucked and came on.

I want to taste my phantom,

the one making me so wet that I scream.

I want to make them cum;

toes curling, eyes rolled back,

their fingers digging in my skin.

I want to have them claim me;

claim what’s theirs.

I don’t care who thinks they know us.

I want to have them taste me,

take what they’ve created inside of me.

Imagining them making me


Not being able to contain my


Why is it so


I want to feel the pressure

my release.

My fingers dig

deeply inside,

I ride.

I can’t contain the moan anymore.

I try to scream within myself

My back against the

cold wet wall.

I let go and don’t care

who hears.

Loudly I get off and

cum to thoughts of you.

My Dream

Last night he came to me in my dream,

Cock hard, throbbing and distended for me.

He caught me sleeping so deeply,

Unaware of his deep intense ogling.

Before his eyes I am naked and not aroused,

Oblivious of him removing my gown.

He tenderly noticed everything about me,

The way I slept with my lips parted slightly,

Took in the dimple on my chin,

My nipples were peaked and pink,

Gently touched one; it rose for his affection,

Loving the width of my hips made for him,

Knowing the depth to go; shiiiiiit I’d scream,

My clit is borne for his pleasure,

Touching it will definitely make me wet,

His tongue stroking in circles & licking it,

I moan so softly; it’s music to his ears,

I’m still sleeping but my body’s awake,

The head of his cock makes its entrance,

Ever so slowly does he enter his house,

Making it drip then pour all over his cock,

I begin to open my eyes,

He’s awaken me by making me cum!

Now the dream is over and I’m fully awake, omg! The thought of what his cock had done to me .

Playing with My Heart

I do it to myself, wanting someone so bad from my loneliness,
all I want is to feel someone’s soft caress.

I try to not be jealous of others that have loves,
but each night, it’s me just stuck with myself.

I have been in love maybe twice in my life,
married twice and mistress/side-chick to other guys.

I’ve opened up my inner self; my true desire to be submissive.

I have joined the chat groups and even almost met a few Dominants,
but I want to be with people that want me, “not just an affair.

I want a foundation, a love that I know is truly mine.
I don’t want to sneak around anymore, always having to hide.

What type of love is that? I am a promiscuous person by nature,
exactly why I am looking for something Polyamorous.

Life isn’t the same since I have “come out” and it is quite lonely. I get jealous when I see others happy and in their relationships.

I see on social media they Poly-lifestyle families and I want what they have,
yet, I come home each day very much alone and sleeping with myself.

I’ve had a few prospects, but they acted as if they wanted me,
Knowing the signs of someone not interested in me, but my pussy,
I let them go; unfriend, block and delete.

If it’s meant to me be, it’ll be if it’s meant to be,” I try to be patient,
I am tired of being so lonely.

Please stop playing with my heart!
Applying to me also because I try too hard.

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Wanting More

My body craves the attention of others. To be touched, tasted, and fucked;

By either men or women, it doesn’t matter.

I want to moan loudly, hearing it echo off the walls;

Licking my juice and his cum from his balls.

My nipples are throbbing, craving to be seen,

Knowing he’ll rip my clothes off, just for you to see.

My Sirs will spread my legs, keeping me still,

Master will spread my pussy, showing you how wet I am at will.

They will see your tongue probe me, making me squirm, scream, and cum,

You’ll start thinking how lucky they are to have me as their slut.

My sexual free-will belongs to them,

They know better what and how to use it .

For years I’ve squandered it away on no-one’s,

But my Master and Sirs know who’s more worthy of hearing me, tasting me and seeing me cum.

I’m only allowed to taste and swallow my owners’ cum,

Just being privileged to witness everyone else cum.

Their cum cannot touch any part of my body,

However, they the fuck my mouth, ass and pussy.

All for the pleasure of my Master and Sirs,

Because I love being their slut.