Cumming in My Sleep

After a long day, I came home, took a shower and crashed. I text my lover that I was exhausted and they said they understood and wished me a good night.

Thinking that all was good in the universe with them, we stopped texting and I drifted off to sleep.

Little did I know my lover made a copy of my key yesterday when I was taking a bath and they went to the store. My lover waited a few hours to ensure I was asleep, creeping in with a few of their friends; male and female, entering my room as I was sprawled on my bed naked.

They all got their eyeful as the streetlights shown through my open curtained window.

My lover began to gently tie my wrists and ankles to the bed. I never stirred.

Spreading my pussy as I slept, showing them my pinkness. One of them turned the flashlight from their phone on low, so they wouldn’t wake me so they all could see what was displayed before them.

My lover jerked their head at one of them and mouthed silently for her to kick my pussy. Little did I know my lover already planned this with their friends days ago and they each knew their parts.

The woman gently licked my spread pussy and circled the tip of her tongue on my clit.

I moaned in my sleep and they all smiled.

My lover signaled with their other hand for one of the men to suck my nipple. His tongue began to circle my flat nipple until it began to rise for him before everyone watching.

They were so gentle, I never moved.

My lover smiled at the other man, signaling him to my other nipple; which gave him the same reaction as the other man.

My lover watched as their friends gently enjoyed me while I slept, moaning periodically and getting wet.

The woman whispered to my lover about how delicious I was as I began to get wetter on her tongue.

My lover whispered for them to switch and just as they planned, the first one to lick my nipple switched places with the woman; her face shiny from my pussy juice.

The man moaned against my pussy, which in my sleeping state made me wiggle a little and moan.

My lover gave a warning glance because they didn’t want me to wake up, but to feed their friends’ pleasures and curiosities about me sexually.

My lover watching and hearing my pussy getting wetter and they were aroused watching their friends enjoy me this way.

The last man then had his turn to taste me as my nipple was seized by the one that just ate me.

The whole time my lover was recording what was being done to me; displaying my wetness and erect nipples as I lie there against the men and woman’s mouths.

My lover told the woman to return to my pussy and her tongue began to dance against my moist clit.

My body enjoyed it as I slept and I moaned softly; both my nipples and my pussy were being gently licked.

My lover watched as I came on the woman’s tongue; never even waking, moaning and gyrating my hips in my sleep.

My lover smiled proudly and told them it was time leave.

My wrists and ankles were untied and they crept out as easily as they crept in. A few moments later I woke up to use the bathroom, noticing how wet my pussy was and how stiff my nipples were.

Thinking I had a sexual dream, I tried to recall it, but couldn’t. Once in the bathroom I noticed the light welts on my wrists and ankles wondering how I managed to do that, but couldn’t figure it out. So, I brushed it off and went back to bed.

Across town, my lover and their friends spoke about how great it was to have me while I slept. The men jealous that my lover allowed the woman to enjoy me as I climaxed, but thanking my lover for the experience to taste me.

My lover was plotting the next time they would enjoy me again, but after they introduce me to these people at the 4th of July cookout next week. The thrill of having me before them without my knowledge that they’ve had their pleasure with me excited my lover immensely.

My lover told them it was ok to imagine me naked the whole time and that they should be proud they made my body react the way it did.

Little did I know my lover was planning on letting me know about it at a later date… after my body has gotten accustomed to being shared.

Peak Season

Horny and aroused craving for touches.

My nipples are so fucking sensitive that it drives me crazy!

I have started fucking someone for three weeks now and they are so in love with my nipples. The way they pay attention to them is insane! I never knew my nipples could be so sensitive. I cum before they even make contact; be-it, licking, sucking, or pinching. They pay such detail to making sure that my nipples feel like they will explode.

My intentions were to just be fuck buddies since I haven’t had sex since July 2017! That may be the real reason why my nipples are super sensitive. I don’t know how to deal with what this person does to me. They pay super attention to making me cum from everything they do.

I am not sure where this is going with them. I am not being open about how great they make me feel to them, but they get me. They keep broaching the subject of having a polygamous relationship; something I truly want, but I don’t want to start something that may not actually happen. So, for the time being I am just telling the person that I am only interested in just the sex.

I cried yesterday from the pure pleasure of what they were doing to my nipples alone. They know the outcome of what they are doing and take pride in doing it, telling me what to do while we are in the bed together; damn how I love that. But, they know outside of the bedroom I am so assertive. Once that bedroom door closes, they immediately take charge and I comply without hesitation. Once second we’re outside the bedroom door and I’m all assertive, bossy (at times) and my own force of nature.

Last week we were talking about something that I led the conversation on as we were going the to bedroom and as soon as the door closed they cut my words off as they pushed me against the wall and ordered me to remove my clothes because they were going to fuck the shit out of me. That immediately turned me the fuck on and I didn’t even point out that they interrupted me; something any other time would’ve annoyed the shit out of me.

They immediately started sucking hard on my nipples making me moan loudly. This is the type of shit that they know they have control over me with. I become their submissive and they love telling me how much of their slut (which I love hearing from them) I am and that they will not give me up for anyone.

These twin peaks give me over to them without hesitation and I don’t complain, but cum instead.

Rising Heights

I want to feel hornier than I can ever dream.

I know that I feel things and it’s hard to let them out.

It’s been 3 years since anyone’s touched me.

I have someone I send nudes to and je had taken pride in showing them off…

Because he’s my Master and wants to be happy with me being his spot slut… for him, Sir Derek and Sir Rick.

My servitude hasn’t ended and he enjoys the bounds he has over me… even from another state.

He’s had me video chat and put my on display. I was not permitted know or see my virtues viewers because their reactions/responses were simply for my Master’s pleasures.

I’ve been secretly signed displayed more than I could ever imagine. Nipples hard and throbbing. Pussy pink and wet, so moist… for I do not know the true count of all I’ve made bust a nut in the privacy of their own homes.

Master gladly brags how how he is at their reactions and that’s I will send him more pictures today of his slut.

Think I Want Better?

FACING MY REALITY

I have never really been in a polygamous relationship; although I thought that I would’ve been in one the way my life was going. I am the type of person that never really stayed monogamous, no matter what relationship I have been in. There were times I have hidden my infidelity and then there were times the main person knew and judged me for my desires and left me.

I just want to be myself. I am bisexual and want the best of both worlds where I don’t have to choose between whether I can be with a man or woman or just one person. I am not sure where my life is going, but I have been single since the summer of 2017 and yes, I do get extremely lonely and get tired of satisfying myself regularly.

Since this pandemic, it definitely keeps me to myself. I don’t want anyone breathing in my direction and so I find that I am grateful; in a sense, that I am alone.

PORNHUB IS MY NEW BEST FRIEND

The more I say I am not going to look atΒ Pornhub each day, the more my search engine seems to be opened up to it. I still have urges to be with others, but that is definitely a hard pass for me right now. Maybe it was meant to be that I am alone.

Maybe.

I long to be wanted, needed, loved, and admired. I know that if I had to be quarantined with someone, we’d be fucking all day, every day!

My search engine is filled with lesbian porn. I do occasionally look at the soft BDSM, and group sex videos (lesbian and heterosexual) because voyeurism and submission are my thing.

When I am out and about my thoughts wander to if I would actually fuck anyone I see as “hot” and if they consider me as “hot” as well.

This is just a rant because I am lonely and off from work today, no essential working for me…which I find I barely have time to think my own private thoughts. Just wanted to be myself today…

Pink Euphoria

I lie there as she touches my throbbing pink nipples, trying not to close my legs from the electricity she has shooting there from her touch.

Without realizing it there are other hands tying a rope around my thighs to keep my moist pussy exposed for anyone to see. Her fingers ensures that as she spreads my pussy lips open and there are multiple eyes; men and women, ogling my shiny, pink, wet pussy.

The same hands that bound my thighs open now do the same to my wrists.

She whispers in my ear that I’ll be on display for all to see, but only a select few will be able to touch, taste, and fuck me. I gasp! I watch as the crowd grows bigger, multitudes of strangers taking in the sight of my nudity and arousal at being publicly displayed for them.

Omg! Is this really happening? And I’m getting aroused by this?

In the middle of my thoughts, I feel her fingers fuck me slowly in front of her audience. Her fingers are covered heavily with my pussy juice, which she takes out and inserts in the mouth of the closest person in the front row.

The man sucks greedily on her fingers, savoring the taste of my pussy.

She smiles at me and I know that she will not let me loose until she’s happy that every stranger has enjoyed the pleasures of my body and I’ve climaxed for each of them.

And now it begins…

Wondering

I’m wondering if I’ll ever be myself,

Not the vanilla society gal.

I am doing my best to stay afloat,

I try not to wish for too much.

Let things take their course,

Don’t rush to be with more assholes.

I’m tired of not being taken seriously,

Instead I watch others and get jealous.

I rushed before and got nowhere,

Almost four years of celibacy, though.

I miss being touched, tasted, and fucked,

Yet, where I live now, I can’t masturbate.

I’m sexually frustrated and annoyed,

Eventually, I’ll be someone’s submissive.

Incentive

I think of the things that will be required and commanded of me.

I get aroused when I think of what you’d want.

I thunk of the smile you’ll have,

Knowing you’ll show off your slave.

What’s more exciting is that I’ll have no control,

Because everything about me sexually, you’ll own.

I will be your prized possession,

They will love your lending me out for their sexual pleasure.

I will do all that you want,

Showing them that I’m your slut.